byk nk tulis...akhirnya bercadang melayu=english=kawaii~!

sebenarnye laz nite nak tulis bnda lain..tp tetiba ayat dlm awan dania siri 3 masih berlegar2 di kepala..dlm sr 3..episod yg ditayangkan pd 27 dec'10..dania(scha) and akmal(gambit) naik ferris wheel..kalo tak salah...then suddenly..ntah ape yg c gambit tanye dania...dania tanye...

"awak ni betul-betul ke invite invite chicken???"

terus rase cam...waaaaaaaaaaaaa....kawaiiiii...so sweet la ayat melayu dienglishkan...kalo think positive, mmg cute kn..kalo sesetengah org yg taleh trima, akan ckp bhs melayu telah dispoilkan..hehee...but, ape2 pon...i loike..............dan oleh itu...i came out with this entry..sape2 like...plz comment...sy suke bc comment org..walaupon mengkritik....kinda refreshing...~!

okai..let us start...beberapa phrase2 melayu yg kawaiii apabila dienglishkan...

yg usual....

clea wata dun sangka no boya... = air yg tenang jgn disangka tiada buaya

dun play2 = jgn main2...

shy shy cat = malu2 kucing

sit quiet quiet = dok diam2

eat slow slow = makan pelan2

(kalo korg prasan, semuanya yg mempunyai kata ganda kan???)

susah gk ek nak englishkan perkataan2 melayu....hehehe..kalo de idea sila beritahu...i'll add some more...

today's enemy...superlicious

Assalamualaikum w.b.t...wink 2x...owhoo...cam dah lame tak update..sbb internet yg sgt siput kat ip tawau plus 2sem yg sangat sangat sangat sangat superb bz sbelum tamat pengajian...i mean it ok...erm...of course...dah tamat 5 1/2 crack years...it's been really tough but yeaaaaaaaaaaaa...i made it yo~!!and utk meraikannye...aku memanjakan diriku enjoy dlu b4 posting...so,mcm menjadi satu kemestian plak bercerita ttg musuhku ni bla balek umah...sape???hahaha...jgn salah sangka...musuh yg membawa kebahagiaan...check it out~!

b4 meeting the enemies

teman berjumpa musuh

lokasi berjumpa musuh

bekal untuk berperang dgn musuh...walaupun berperang mulut...cari pasal ngan aku ek musuh...

masa yg ditunggu2...haaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa...musuh2 aku dah sampai...AWAS~!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Musuh #1 Royal Masala personal pan

Musuh #2 cheese meatball masala

musuh #3 chocolate volcano..........mmg berlava...meletop!!!~

musuh #4 fetuccine carbonara

musuh #5 garlic bread...

and tapau 6 biji doughnuts g...waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa...superlicious~!

walaupun korg musuh terhebat....aku suke ngan korg....marilah kte berkwan baek...huhu..abaikan segala diet2 tu wart seketika...hehehe

muke kepuasan selepas berbattle dgn musuh...perut..maafkan saye...hehehe..kena sopan kalo dah wart salah... (^_*)

all in one...

when i watched diz commercial,the first thing come in my mind is...what a luvly father the baby caterpillar have...=) so cute...saving the best for his baby...enjoy this...

somewhere i wish i could be (^_^)

sila tlg B...

"esok B dh abeh exam dh kn???"

"Blom.da g seni...B blom tgk g nak wart hat mana..."

"meh along tgk..kut2 ada ilham.."

"sat...B p amik soalan dia..."

setelah beberapa ketika...dan setelah meneliti...cam ini yg berkenan d hati...

Rekaciptakan satu simbol/logo yang sesuai untuk digantung pada bilik tidur anda berukuran 20cmX25cm.
Pastikan ilustrasi menonjolkan identiti/ekspresi diri anda.Penggunaan warna adalah bebas.

cam best je kembali ke zmn skool...he he he...meh teacher-future-to-be ilhamkan...sgt teruja utk melukis dan mewarna mlm2 buta nih...

tada........................

ini hasilnya....

aku cam nak jadi door-room designer aa pasni...hehehe =p (poyo sorg2)

mendengar seterusnya merasa...

hye there...it's been four months since I expressed here...phew~!safely arrived at lcct at 12.25(pacik kapten tu la ckp td time dlm kapal terbang...tatau la btui ke dak...sbb time tu aku dok gosok2 mata g...hehehe...owhoooo hoiiii...dah abeh 7sem menjadi penuntut di IPG kampus tawau...dari sebutannya maktab perguruan tawau ----> institut perguruan tawau ----> institut pendidikan guru kampus tawau dan akhirnya....ipg kampus tawau...next sem will be my final year...

just lepaking dgn my buddies, my darlin'(ehehe) and his newly friend...seorang ex-kpli and ditugaskan di P1 lahad datu ok..dia ckp skool dia da lbey krg 80 org murid, cikgu ada 9org...(jerr) huhu =( ok...mendengar...mendengar...dan mendengar.....grubble 50km...so, everyweek dia akan balik LD (stands for lahad datu)...utk ape??utk cuci pakaian..sbb kat skool dia tue pakai air ujan..jd nanti sabun tak hilang..melekat...and dia ckp lg,kitorg dengar lagi....sana pakai tenaga solar...leh trima la...laju tue...(3X10 kuasa 8)hehehe...so, jwbye takde la pakai LCD,lapto segala bala kn...dah jd mudah....

ok....here come the challenge...ade bunyi org petik suis,w'pun pd hakikatnye takde org...ade org main air w'pun takde org...dan ade org tanye, "dah masak ke?"...dan sekali lg walaupun takde org...and kami dah tgk video ke"gruble"an 1km itu...adakah itu P1...jd org yg dpt posting P3??camne la plak...agaknye buaya jd mainan kut....rimau jd peneman...aduss....need to work on my mental now...kalo tak leh retarded aku....tak pasal2 jd cikgus pecial needs...sape ckp keje cikgu tak chalengging??lu try la dulu....

antara mendengar dan merasa....
aku mntk2 la aku kuat utk terima ape je ketentuanNya menjelang 2011...

someone is being hurts...

1.what pain really is, until you have lost it.

2. While being in love there are two requirements:
heart breaking and healing. Healing takes time.

3. I still run, I still swing open the door,
I still think, you'll be there like before.
Doesn't everybody out there
know to never come around?
Some things a heart won't listen to,
I'm still holding out for you.

4. He touched my heart with
a thousand pleasures and
broke it into million pieces.

5. To live life without you is to live life without love.

6. One of the hardest things you'll ever have to do is stop loving someone because they've stopped loving you.

7. Life is prison when you're in love alone.

8. The greatest distance on earth is not north and south, it is when I am right in front of you
and you do not know that I love you.

- cited : http://www.lovedquotes.com/lovehurtsquotes.htm -

hari ini kamu di dunia...

diz entry is specially dedicated to miss lalang...ha ha ha...miss Nor Liyana binti Mohammad...

for diz coming year, hope u will retrieve success

bunge tu lagi comel dari ko...hehehe

for diz coming year, hope u will retrieve happiness

birthday gurl bersama model di airport

for diz coming year, hope u will be more holy...(ahakZzZ)

cantik aa gambar ni...tq cameraman

for diz coming year, hope u will be more tough...

jgn slalu berangan dik oiii...hehehe

i am here to dedicate u a special happy birthday thought...hope u will keep it as a little memoirs...

aku wart adobe photoshop tau cakes ni...special utk ko...tak cukup 22..sebiji g mtk abg ko ek..hahaha

tiba2 je nak post lirik lagu ni..

Disini aku masih sendiri
Merenungi hari-hari sepi
Aku tanpamu
Masih tanpamu

Bila esok hari datang lagi
Ku coba untuk hadapi semua ini
Meski tanpamu meski tanpamu

Bila aku dapat bintang yang berpijar
Mentari yang tenang bersamaku disini
Ku dapat tertawa menangis merenung
Di tempat ini aku bertahan

Suara dengarkanlah aku
Apa kabarnya pujaan hatiku
Aku di sini menunggunya
Masih berharap di dalam hatinya

Suara dengarkanlah aku
Apakah aku slalu dihatinya
Aku di sini menunggunya
Masih berharap di dalam hatinya

Kalau ku masih tetap disini
Ku lewati semua yang terjadi
Aku menunggumu Aku menunggu

Suara dengarkanlah aku
Apa kabarnya pujaan hatiku
Aku di sini menunggunya
Masih berharap di dalam hatinya

Suara dengarkanlah aku
Apakah aku ada dihatinya
Aku di sini menunggunya
Masih berharap di dalam hatinya

touching moment... T_T

-pure heart seeking for honesty-

miss them so much...

Alhamdulillah...both my parents dah slamat menunaikan ibadah haji tahun ni...the most memorable speech b4 they went there is. "Along,nanti jg adik2 ek"...tatkala tu, i was just finished sitting for my final paper...mmg sebak sgt..maklumlah,tak pnah g ditinggalkan parents eventhough duduk jauh dari family, but then everytime I arrived mama will cook special menu for me...and everytime b4 i went back to tawau, papa will book a reservation to the place that I love so much...dlm tak sedar dah dkat masa they will come back...ada lg seminggu...harap2 mereka merupakan tetamu Allah yg dikurniakan haji mabrur...Amiiinnn...

...Mama yg ku sayang...

...Mama lps tawaf wada pg tadi..

...Papa b4 menunaikan rukun haji...

...Papa dpn masjidil Haram...

macam dah lama tak jenguk...

it's been a while i did not peep through this window...erm...dunno why...
maybe it is caused by the hassle bassle that i went through at ip...with all those emo feelings...with all those papers to write on..with all those friends to cheer me up...hehehe =)

and now mrs paul smith is returning...hoping for miracle to be a consistent blogger again...
just now i called my doter...hehehe hairuniza hamdi...got a miss call from her through both handset...she just wanna say that she had send my "kain ela" to be sewed up...murah jer geng...tp kna gk de sumber to pay her...thanks macik...

at daily Q

talking bout past two days...i've watched two hot movies of the years,i guess...

twilight saga : new moon and 2012(for the second time)...hahaha...mengahbiskan duit jer...

new moon

2012

and right now...i am marathoning watching a hot korean drama, you're beautiful...they are totally AN.JELL...u guys must watch them....
you're beautiful

sepi...

sunyi...

rindu...

sepi...

satu...

hanya hati yg berbisik yg mendengar...

salam lebaran...

assalamualaikum kpd semua muslimin dan muslimat walau di mana jua anda berada...
tak sangka plak 1 syawal ni membuka pintu hati wanita ini untuk mengucapkan salam lebaran melalui blog ini...hehehe =) mmg raya tu indah...walaupun thn ni tak meriah sgt, tp kemanisan beraya bersama family tu satu yg sangat2 berharga...kalau korg tak caya,cuba la korg merantau sekali je time raya...takyah beraya ngan family...baru korg tau apa erti raya sebenarnya...

aireen aneza binti abu bakar dan keluarga...termasuk uncle burn, auntie sue, anis azera, ahmad hakimi dan juga azie haleeda ingin ucapkan selamat ari raya...maaf zahir dan batin...=) semoga raya thn ni bawa seribu satu erti dlm hidup kalian....

am i okay???

reflect back to pass few days,i am totally 0 charged...no energy...no feeling...heartless...drowning...helpless...and today i just can pray and hoping for miracle will always be by my side...and I hope no more hurts will attacked my heart, no more sorrow will cover my body, no more pain will be with me...all those feelings make me tired, disappointed and breathless...i have nobody to pampered me, nobody to lend his shoulder when i cry, nobody will watch my smiles when i'm happy...and the things is now recovered to become better...and i hope it was the last time i will suffer from that kind of pain...i am willing to be scolded, to be punished, or to be neglected because of work...but please not because of trust...please...i beg you...and i hope u realize that i am not strong enough to face this obstacle...because the more u do, the more i forgive u...but by the time i couldn't forgive u, nobody knows what will happen to my soul...everyday i am praying for the happiness and i hope it will be everlasting..cause nobody knows how am I suffered by just loving u...

ucapan terima kasih...

Alhamdulillah...walaupun pada asalnya aku tulis entry ni aku tak tau nak tulis tajuk ape...tp ader byk benda yg aku nak express today...i feel a little bit relief sbb Allah masih dengar doa aku...but then, nobody knows what will happen in the future...

ader benda yg kita leh crita kat semua org tp tak semua org akan faham aper yg kita lalui...to tell u the truth, aku mmg suka bercerita pd org2 tertentu, dan org2 trtentu ni dah tau camner cara nak tenteramkan hati aku...and aku sgt2 happy bila org2 ni setia dngar luahan hati aku...

back to two years ago, aku bkn mcm skrg...aku sorg yg sgt hyper...and mudah ketawa tak kira tempat dan masa...dan aku akui skrg aku lebih serius, tp kebaikannya aku lebih matured...terpulang pada mata hati org..aku tak pduli kalo org rase aku tak matured...sbb aku je yg knal sape diri aku sbenarnye...=) yg paling penting adalah masa depan, no turning back...ape yg berlaku hari ini adalah lebih baik dari hari kelmarin dan ape yg bakal berlaku pd hari esok didoakan lebih baik dari hari ini...

actually, today i am really happy and grateful to Allah as I still can be by his side...the harder you strive, the happier u'll live...aku byk blajar ttg erti kesabaran, ketenangan, kesedihan, kekecewaan, kebenaran, kemarahan dan paling penting kekuatan diri...dan aku sgt2 berterima kasih kerana masih diberikan ruang untuk merasa kebahagiaan...=)

arini, aku spend the whole day dgn dia and the things that we do :

11:00 a.m - servis printer, technician tu ckp there is a problem regarding the scanner...

12:00 p.m - Dia antar aku n kak na g skolah, kami submit kertas ujian kat g.pmbimbing, ltak je
atas meja

13:00p.m - rest kt bilik, lepak2...

15:00 p.m - g car wash kat area balung, dikepit kuku oleh dia

17:00p.m - g cari port nak bukak puasa...last2 we all g tomyam utama...

thanks to him...

dua jam saja...

dua jam saja...
smth miracle will fated...
as for me...
Allah had gave me little of strengths that I asked from Him...
Thanks Allah...

"Engkaulah Maha Pengasihani dan Maha Mendengar"

Amiiinnn....

hoping 4 strengths...

Sometimes Allah breaks our spirit to save our soul...
Sometimes Allah breaks our heart to make us whole...
Sometimes Allah allows pain so we can be stronger...
Sometimes Allah sends us failure so we can be humble...
Sometimes Allah allows illness so we can take care of ourselves...
Sometimes Allah takes everything away from us so we can learn the value of everything that he gave us...

T_T

tak nak ketinggalan...

semua org wish ahlan wasahlan ya ramadhan...so, i dun wanna miss to wish to all the muslims out there too....moga ramadhan kali ni lebih baik dari yg lepas2...and moga ramadhan kali ni membawa 1001 erti dlm hidupku...i am praying for my family's health and happiness, and for my love's health and happiness...moga2 Allah makbulkan doaku...moga2 bulan Ramadhan ni dosa2 yg kecil daat dihapuskan...dah 23 tahun hidup di dunia ni, rasa makin byk plak dosa...dosa kat papa and mama, dosa kat cikgu2, dosa kat wan n tok, atuk and wan, mak cik2 pak cik2, kwn2...and semua org...arap2 smua org dpt maafkan dosaku...amiiinn...

rindu nak rase masakan mama,tp pe leh wart,even though with air asia everyone can fly, aku tak rase selesa nak flykan duit papa...and my money, makan pasir la ujung bulan kalo balik..and FYI, I am counting the days for the raya holiday...lagi lama tak balik, baru angah, kimi n baby rindu kut...hehehe =) hopefully...and miss my bestfriend too,ili and amal...geng, jumpe nnti raya k...tapi satu hikmah tak balik cuti this time is aku balajar erti bersabar...biarlah aku jer yg tau...and i am very happy because ader org yg always there by myside...thanks...

nak bergosip jap...

tak jadi...ramadhan dah dkt....huhu...jangan marah...rest in peace...

actually,tgh takde mood..

attacked by the virus...

it was yesterday...I entered 6 Gemilang to handle the pupils for a trial examination...it was paper II, Mathematis...40 minutes from 7.30 till 8.10..done...then, walk downstairs to the staffroom to prepare my teaching aids for the 4 Cekap class...today, I will recover the Materials topic...giving them assessment, and asked them to complete those worksheets in the class..it was really tough for them when it comes to questions...need to translate from A-Z what is the meaning of the questions,they can answer well if it is in Malay,aitee...aiyak...mmg la PPSMI patut dimansuhkan...tp PISMP Science which had learn for 4 1/2 years ni pe cer???

nvm...back to the track...when I entered 4 Cekap, at 9.00..my head is bursting...really wanna knock it with a metal hammer till bleeding...damn...sgt sakit kepala...cam dihentak dgn rocks and metal...cam de asteroids yg besar menghentak2 my head...then...alhamdulillah...can finish the cass even though just sit on the chair and gave them instruction...bg dorg translation...and got small voices, "diam bah...teacher sakit suda pasal kamu...diam~" ade lagi tiny voice, "teacher berjangkit dari siapa virus H1n1??sian teacher...woi,diam bah kamu urg..." no response from miss aireen...after the bell rang, went downstairs to the staffroom,felt really really dizzy...and lie my head on the table...until 11.00...

suddenly, heard kak dayang's voice...and other teachers asking me to go to the clinic, and go home to rest...cannot wake up...so so so tired...feel like wanna vomit...wanna cry!!!sakit sgt2...kechek wake me and ask me whether wanna go home @ nope...just say yes...and gave her the car keys...kechek yg drive....cegu mansur yg inform the admin...went to Shirly lee clinic, batu 3... cannot sit anymore...lying on the sofa...loss...waiting for my name to be called...immediately, went to the doctor's room,being checked...luckily...no fever...(no H1N1)...alhamdulillah...

strong migraine i guess...and I was given 2 days M.C...uinaa...unexpected tak g skool time practicum...slama ini kat IP tak pnah MC...haih...trima qada' dan qadar...then I was given paintkiller, medicine for fever, flu and cough...complete....gotta rest rite now...baru lpas mkn ubat....pray for my health to get well soon...thanks to everyone who care for me...thanks kechek....