thank Allah i'm alive...

owh...super duper dunno what am I feeling rite now...maybe hurts,maybe tired,maybe sick,maybe happy,maybe too excited or maybe disappointed...trust me...nobody knows...but the most tremendous thing that i did last nite is sleeping non stop for 13 hours...and i just woke up dunno at wut time to change my sleep position (and those are told by my rumae...)wah...really...

papers had finished...and i didn't celebrate it at all...i just sleep...and sleep...kinda celebration to perhaps...and diz morning when i woke up...went to yana's room,serve with maggi n oat...but i had a stomach ache...maybe becoz a lot of sleep...do that link???hello...suke t i la ayat i...hehehe =p

n rite now i am still lying in my room, on my cosy pillow...typing this entry and i dunno what am i babbling...and for a real...i am too excited to return home diz 1st june...=)

three more to go...then packing

owhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh...sgt bahagia killer paper dah lepas....energetics in chem is really killin' me softly...hehhee...cam tajuk lagu la plak...and for diz past week,sgt berusaha study with my fwens...wah,dah cam pusat tuisyen dah mawar 003...and noe wut,sgt happy coz all da spot came out...wah wah wah....maybe berkat doa kpd Nya supaya dipermudahkan segala2nya...Alhamdulillah...

and ade 3 more papers g to go...chaiyo2 aireen...and to my best buddy ever,bdk2 math kat gaya,aimi,leelin,nora,chris, yan, ida, jojo, ah ling, mar, and mandak....gud luck....sgt2 merindui kalian...and kwn2 di sini pon slalu gk bercerita ttg kalian...

and menghitung hari to go home...wah...it was a paradise of the world actually,tolak mabul....hehhe....mabul 2nd place ok...umah dulu baru mabul...and dah terbayang char koey teow kat simpang jln berhampiran traffic light...owh,marvellous char koey teow (lu org tauke kdai must pay me royalti)...n trademark as...is nasi kandaq royal....and mee kari...and cendol pulut...n pulut durian...wahhhhhhhhhhhhh....

and i miss my bed,my tv,my sofa...wah...cam aku plak yg beli...n my family of course....hehehe...owh,dan ade satu bnda baru yg aku tak dpt rasmikan...haiwan berkaki bulat....hehe...kuat mkn and blaagak cam kaya...and my best fren ever...amal,ili,pdart,shayra,elah,nad,itik,eton...sgt2 rindu kalian....kalian membuatkan aku sentiasa nak balik sememnanjung....=p

emosi skrg sgt stabilll...cam nak melompat girang selepas lepaskan semuanya bbrp minggu lps...and the relationship also work so excellent...luv ya mr paul smith....hehe sempat g de nama die...k guys...pen of...do miss n luv u all...doakan kejayaan gue and i'll pray for u guys too...
daa~

why should diz happen to me during this critical moment???

hate to feel this way...
exam still left bout 2 days...
but i am thinking bout the things doesn't matter...
wake up aireen...
be strong inner...be strong...
it wouldn't hel if u just think the way u are thinking now...
be positive...
and pray for ur own happiness..and successful...
hope when i wake up tomorrow...
everything will flows according to the rite path...
-p.i.e.c.e-

mama...along syg sgt2 kt mama...

...mama mmg sgt sporting...

..mama yg super hebat men bowling...

i feel happy..
when i am with her...
and with her soft words...
she makes life clearer...
when i see her...
with eyes so worried...
i want to let her know i love her so...
such a warm smile that always leads to laughter...
like an ending that happy ever after...
how i hope to be like her when i'm older...
she is my MAMA and i love her so....

happy mother's day mama...may Allah bless u...smoga pjg umur, murah rezki...and along minta maaf sgt2 sbb tak jd anak yg baik....tp along akan cube yg tbaik utk bahagiakan mama satu hari nnti....insyaALLAH...

aireen = jemie ... i also dunno wut is happening inside me...

sort of unsatisfied wiz a lot of things made me burst....
sorry to michele...
sory to step...
sory to my rumate...
n sory to my luvly frens...yana...(sbb ko je yg brani tanye kn...?)
n niza too...
N plg sory to him....
dunno wut is pushing me till i act that way..but it was totally withour regret....
it is totally without embarace...
it is all can be desribe as anger...
maybe everyone is looking me as a fierce tiger or a crazy woman rite now...
but i dun care ok...
it's my life...and i am the one who responsible for it...
for those who knows nuthing...keep your mouth shut....
n rite now..
i felt a bit relief...eventhough it seems like not 100%...
trying to gain strength...
trying to strive for the things which are more important...
but from all those things...
"saya tetap sgt2 mencintai dia..."

not in dat kind of mood~!

sgt takde mood la...maybe dh dkt red dot kut...
and boleh2 plk dia wart2 tak phm..
n cr2 pasal..pastu dah la mmg tak pduli kalo org mrajuk..
baik takyah mrajuk..wart sakit ati..
so,by the end of laz nite..

navigator : call kat 6-7 kali ke tu...
nokia 6630 : AVA abg ade kt cyg?
navigator : ade,nape org cal tak angkt?g mane?org dah tunggu dpn mawar nak bg brg abg..
nokia 6630 : owh,takpe,esok je la...

lps bbrp ketika,lps bersiap2 nak tdo...

navigator : org dah nk tdo...nite..assalamualaikum...
nokia 6630 : ok..wslm
navigator terpaksa call...
navigator : owh, tket twu sandakan sgt mahal...abg g ngan poji je la...
nokia 6630 :ala,nek bas je...kn abg ckp tak confirm g...
navigator : owh...ok
nokia 6630 : kite g smpai checkpoint,nnti pakcik abg dtg amik..
navigator:org g gk???
nokia 6630: kn abg dah ckp...(ini caranya dia memujuk...rsnye)
navigator:ok,ape2 la...
nokia 6630 : org tdo lu...
navigator : esok cyg ok la tu....
nokia 6630: aa????
navigator:takder pe2..
nokia 6630 : tido la ek..
navigator : assalamualaikum
nokia : wsl..ehm...(cam nak batuk)

tdo....zZzZ...

mcm takut jgk sikit2...

...sampang mangazo,the world is ours...

...kundasang,i'm not in da pics k...sbb sorg tngkap,takkan both of us nak masuk pics..lu pk la sniri (jan'09)

...memoirs kat kk,b4 cuti pjg,hang out wiz those lil c's kat kk..and the pics showing the view of tg aru(dec'08)....

...mabul - world's paradise,w'pun de hal yg menyedihkan tp ttap menyejukkan hati bila ingat balik (mac'08)...

all those memoirs make me feel more stronger sometimes...

all the memoirs make me feel smiling all the time...

but then i'm afraid that I will lose him...

I'll pray that we will end with marriage...

-end-

ape yg aku rase skrg???

00:06 doing assignment...printing KBSR syllabus science year 4...sgt tension coz i've waste bout 30 A4 paper as i had printed wrongly...ngeng..aku tgh berjimat neh...tlg aa simpati encik printer...

22:30 doing my PCK (pedagogical content knowledge)...assignment yg membawa assessment marks yg sgt tinggi dlm menentukan pointer for certain subjects...(major). there are all 5 PCK...actually, all of us dah wart...tinggal taip blk...aiyak...wart keje twice..

21:00 chat with diz one of my buddy yg kuanggap sperti adik suda...dia da masalah...so tend to give my shoulder for her to cry on...eventhough dia tak sempat nanges, but then dah nmpak cam nangeh...and gelaran baru yg diberi kpdnya mata air...boley???keep on praying gurl...

19:30 sgt lama tak berjumpa dengaNya di sini...terasa cam syahdu sgt bila dngar zikir arini....astaghfirullah...sesungguhnya aku tak layak ke syurgaMu, namun aku tak sanggup ke nerakaMu...

19:00 Berlari2 anak menuju ke bilik sahabat...semata2 nak tgk sambungan matahari...teruk tul...dengan batalakung g tu...masyaAllah...

17:30 Makan malam dgn ... sgt bahagia bila tgk dia tersenyum...simpan sendiri...tak boleh gto...walaupun baru lepas dititiskan airmata olehnya...namun sgt mudah memaafkan

16:00 sejak balik dari praktikum...peru ni slalu manja...minta diisi je slalu...minum milo je dulu ek perut sayang....nnti kita g mkn k...

13:30 nap...zZzZz...wajib...!!!

pagi2 nape sgt tak dapat berfikir...kuliah...laptop,pethimpunan pagi...sgt rutin~!

tb2 terajin plk...

hapy day~!...arini bgn dgn awalnye w'pun cuti...our housemate...org plg senior,plg lucu,plg cute dlm umah kami...kak yue...slalu pg2 wart lawak dah...tokei burger la..citer bapak mentua dia la...citer c herman la...mace2 g teh..hehehe...dan pg ni k.yue telah masakkan burger special utk aireen,jenny,farhana dan stephanie jauseh...kami mkn je keje...aduss...mmg taleh kurus...mission impossible...but then,thanks k.yue...burgermu sgt sodap...

dan skrg,mrk sedang mengerjakan halaman blkg umah,memotong rumput,mengemas dan segala2nya...sgt lucu...kitorg dah 3 weeks kat cni...n skejapnya masa berlalu..dan perkara paling malas utk dialkukan ialah pulang ke....IP..nooooooooooooo...nightmare...sgt~!manenye ngan keje blambak,exam dah dkt,astu IP sgtla bosan...no entertainment at al...aduss...tlg..tlg...dugaan ini plg berat utkku...hehehe

tomorrow de class ganti..so, no weekends again...sbb ptg de klas piano...n sy berhajat utk ke parkwewll sbentar lg utk membeli keyboard...insyaAllah...juz for own practise,takpe la takder brand pun..asal boleh practise...dah 4 eeks i attended the class...dah ley main bbrp buah lagu...susah gk ek men piano pakai chord ni...hehehe...tp sgt seronok...and will battle for grading...sgt sukakan piano....=)

tomorrow will be sumone special's birthday...walaupun jauh d mata,but then ttap dkat di hati...nak wish awal2 la...baby,happy birthday...may Allah bless you...dah tue dah...kna blajar byk benda g...smoga tak jd jahat cam along...hehehe...adiah postpone la...tgh sengkek ni...hehehe...jg mama elok2...jgn nakal2....

cam adik beradik ke??hahahah..mme pun...trademark...spec siput babi...

happy becoming birthday azie haleeda...sweet 14~!

all of sudden...

sgt menegejutkan...tp blasah je...mmg dah bajet kna observe...tp tak bajet la dlm sehari 5 period kna observe...wah...sgt penat...dan penat dan pelu...dan panas...and the student ade yg wart hal...adui...especially de sorg boy ni...safizul sukrie sylvester....maha nakal...n boleh wart aku benkek...tp nasib de ksabaran g dlm diri ku...dah la taknak wart keje...takak wart aktvt...kaco org...astu minta puji...haih tp...dia tak boleh dipersalahkan..mmg kdg2 de budak gitu...n...my teacher advisor also sgt baikkkkkkkkkkkkkkk...sgt...sgt...mmg patut diberi pujian...dia g tlg pasang lcd...dia yg tlg...wah....amazing aku...and dia tak byk ckp walaupun berilmu....

after recess...break 2 period...tb2 de org dtg kat bilik guru...teacher aireen,tak masuk klas...wah...tak sempat g prepare...sabaq sart ceq...adui na....nasib la mdm madiah dtg kul 10.45 camtu...and she said she called me but i didn't pick up...yer la...td de klas mdm...tp mdm cam ok...sgt bergaya cam biasa....tudung biru laut...sgt suka akan fesyen pakaiannya....heheehe....

mdm masuk wiz me...n the lcd wart halllll....15 minutes dok ghoses mnatang tu...wah...nape de kekejaman di saat2 begini...then, i take decision...takyah aa pakai lcd...juz guna laptop n speaker....bdk2 tu sgt happy...sgt2...sgt2...sgt....n penatku terbayar tgk dorg tersenyum...
nsangkaanku tidak benar sama sekali...rupe2nye...bdk2 klas 4B sgt baik....n gave me full co-operation...sbb dah disogok..hahaha...tp ok la....classroom management bah itu....

n my marks....between 2-4...alhamdulillah....quite satisfied....chaiyo2 aireen...azab seterusnye....next week.... =)

yesterday...tomorrow and today....=)

24th march...she was born...i didn't even know it was the same as my birthday till my sis told me so...so cute...so small...so and so...what a miracle...soft face,still pure..and so innocent....luv u AISHAH HALIDA...only after having a gud news for few hours,then my sis told me that she will be going to my long ya's house...sgt sedih...tak sempat pun along nk jumpe...nak balik!nak balik!....dah la tgh praktikum...how come i escape classes...attendants is 101% ok...IT WAS YESTERDAY....

practicum week...sgt penat....sgt ok...sgt...tp when we look at their faces...feel really need to give them smth...they came to scool with a big hope...their parents had trust us to teach them....i'll promiz to myself, i'll try my best to become a great teacher one day...diz is the medium...diz is just a starting...so...the starting part is the most important part...i won't let my starting to become the end...even i had to stay up, even i got a blue eyes on the next day, even i have to spend a lot of RM for them...it is priceless when they gained smth from me...trus me~!!!IT WAS ALSO YESTERDAY....

guru penasihat n murid-murid...hehehe =p playing moment...

distribute the racket to all of them...

b4 playing,must know the rules and regulations first...

no class at all...spending time to mark upil's worksheets...sometimes they make me smile,angry and also funny...hehehe =p quite cute...it was the last day for them to practise the long jump...tomorrow is the day for fizi,helmi,liana,fadilah,farid zul,kartika and muliana...and was absent today...nvm,they will at least go for bronza...and they had remember me...luv them so much...they are a good listener...gud luck boys and girls...IT WAS TODAY~!

whut should i do first...???so many things in my mind....practicum,PGPI,practical,AISHAH HALIDA,and...bla bla bla....aireen is happy and tired rite now...happy is important...although you are tired, but if you are happy,sleeping with smiling is GEORGEOUS...and that is TOMORROW....

*miss mr paul smith also...hehehe #_#

sgt bz...tq yana...=)

sory...i am totally bz diz week...starting moment of practicum...so,cam tak brp dpt nak update melainkn bebetul free...tp2 mlm tdo sejam dua je...so...lu pk la sniri....

*yana,thanks for the bloggin'...sgt menarik.....thanks....

splendid journey...

after spending a week kat kk, on duty o.k...bkn saje2...de tugasan kkbi n big...then only i had a splendid 3 days hourney...trip to kudat was really georgeous...sgt bahagia menikmati pemandangan alam ciptaan Allah SWT...kagumnyeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee....n da most memorable moment for my fwen,yg bakal jd my housemate...jenny leong...we celebrated her birthday there...at simpang mengayau,the tip of borneo...knapa tmpat itu sgt cantik????

...pose kunun, sampang mangazo...

"pertembungan 3 laut..."

"sempat g bbq..bakar sotong,cheesy sausage n ubi.."

diz is the first part...sbb our splendid vacation sgt byk yg mau diceritakan...for the next post i'll continue bloggin' on the second day of the splendid journey k....miss those moment...=)

baby...

sorry, quite bz lately...byk yg mau dipikirin...hehehe...saat ni,i am totally miss my luvly cousins, najmi and najhan...sbb pe??sbb tgk gmbar mr paul smith time kecik2...sgt cute la bdk2...why???sbb diorang blum ader dosa...masih suci...camtu gak najmi n nazhan...sgt bijak, hyperaktif,keletah dorg sgt menghiburkan...abg byk ckp...pandai lg tu...kalo time kitorg one family jumpe diorg,mesti ade jer modal c abg n c adik...adik plak pendiam,tp sgt cpt bertindak...eee...dah lame tak jumpe diorg...najmi dah darjah satu pun...eh,darjah 2...nazhan...muda 3thn...

...ni najmi,blur tul...


...ni nazhan,sgt pendiam tp diam2 ubi berisi...

mesti dorg dah tak berapa knal cousin dorg ni...yg dulunyer dorg panggil kak long eghin...hahaha...sbb dorg tak reti sebut r...erin = eghin... so sweet...i really luv kids..sbb dorg jer yg leh wart sy senyum time sy sdih...sbb dorg sgt suci...n kalo time sy tgh sedih mesti sy tgk gambar baby...termasukla mr paul smith time baby on my dashboard...so cute...sgt suci....

...mr paul smith time comel2....

n kalo berckp pasal baby mesti la teringat my lil c's time dia kcik2...sgt comel...n smpai skrg still panggil baby...ahakZzZ...melekat...time baby kcik2...sgt putih dan sgt manja...tp senang dijaga...sbb dia slalu kena tinggal...pnah skali time ada lawatan PERKEP (persatuan keluarga polis), mama tinggalkan baby ngan kaka dia(arwah m.lang)...kitorg ksian sgt kat dia..almaklumlah....br dpt adik baru...time tu cam dia baru brp bulan...sgt comel...sgt kesian ditinggalkan...hehehe...n kitorg 3 beradik siap wart jadual g,sape wart susu,saper buang pampers..saper masak air utk mandikan baby...sumer berebut..sbb baby sgt cute...hehehe...rindu sgt kat baby yg kcik2..skrg dah 14thn pun...haih...sbb tu la sy sgt suker bayi...sbb sy anak sulung, n sy ader 3 org jer adik...n sy jelez tgk kwn2 sy yg dah ader anak buah...sbb sy lambat g...takpe...sabar...hehehe =)

heran kn naper ader manusia snggup buang bayi...dorg tak kesian ker tgk baby tu cumil g...mulut kecik,tgn kecik,idung kecik,mata pun tak berapa nak boleh bukak...eiii....sian tul...nape la kejam tul manusia zaman skrg...nauzubillahi min zaliq...kalo nak buang tu pkl la dlu time korg kecik2...sumer org syg korg..tau tak baby tu sgt tak berdaya utk idup sendiri...dia pndai nangis jer...sian la...haih....emosi sket bab2 baby ni...to all u guys out there...let us pray to Allah so that all the babies in the world will live piecefully n being loved by their parents...Amiinnnn.... =)

ape itu future???

since 4th july 2005,dah brp lame i stayed at diz perfect statue (antonym of it)...n everything flows as i doesn't predict at all..i repeat...at all...future...diz is the main reason why i was here...hello~! it is so near to 4 years duration only i think bout future???aduh...sgt memenatkan utk menghabiskan lagi 3semester...how come i could managed all the 8 semester???sgt kagum dgn diri sendiri...walaupun pelbagai dugaan yg dialami,itu smua adalah pass for facing the future...do you guys agree???

sgt penat...idup kat cni la plg pnat...everything adalah ad-hock smpai tetiba short of water also become routine...do i make myself clear...routine ok takde air one week,jgn nak membebel...lumrah khidupan di maktab perguruan tawau itu,merangkap institut perguruan tawau dan kini institut pendidikan guru kampus tawau...it is the same statue...hello!~ come on la...wake up...it's all bout future...sgt perlu berusaha ke titisan tinta yg terakhir...mesti tabah slalu...

kdg2, when i am totally alone, the things dat always being reflect by my mind is "so...i've pass diz far,so...what is the meaning of diz few left???" sgt perlu berusaha...do you guys get it???if nope,nvm...it is juz happening on my own....sgt perlu tabah...kekadang,future make me stronger...di mana ada kesabaran,di situ ada keindahan...di mana ada kemahuan, di situ ada jalan...di mana ada kehendak, di situ anda bertindak...

pen off...sgt perlu tabah.sgt perlu berusaha....

diz is so real...

experience matured a person...do the phrase goes that way???sgt happy rite now...sgt2 bahagia...but then...really hope dat it will everlasting...do the days pass by was juz a dream...i dun think so...diz is so real...sejak kebelakangan ni..i feel like i am a child who was being pampered, a princess who was being cared,a lady who will always being love...sgt bahagia...hehehe (jiwangs plk..ker ala2 fairy tale...???)

kalau jatuh ader org sambut, kalau tak bernafas ader org nak bekalkan oksigen, kalau sakit ader org nak pulihkan, kalau tekanan ader org nak ilangkan...camtu la prasasannya...nape...sbb kesabaran itu indah...trust me...Allah mesti makbulkan doa hamba2Nya yg benar2 ikhlas...tp jgn terlalu yakin terlampau awawl...sedangkan ader pepatah mengatakan, kusangkakan panas sampai ke petang; rupanya hujan di tgh hari... inikan pulak kiter ni...manusia yg mesti redha dgn qadha' dan qadarnya...wallahu'alam....

kalau la diberikan pilihan...i would like myself to meet him since i was born...but meet without a relationship but only a promise to live together till da end of my life...boleh ke camtu???mane de...citer hindustan leh aa...but then, i am totally thankful to Allah to reawarding me this " "...he is so undescribable....(does it seems to b a bit hyperbola???" let's gone by gone...nobody's perfect...sumer org wart mistakes...so,dun just judging people without look up into the mirror...it seems like pretty hard to describe ur gud frens's bad habbit thru the mirror rite???think wisely...

For all those times you stood by me
For all the truth that you made me see
For all the joy you brought to my life
For all the wrong that you made right
For every dream you made come true
For all the love I found in you
I'll be forever thankful baby
You're the one who held me up
Never let me fall
You're the one who saw me through through it all

You were my strength when I was weak
You were my voice when I couldn't speak
You were my eyes when I couldn't see
You saw the best there was in me
Lifted me up when I couldn't reach
You gave me faith cause you believed
I'm everything I am
Because you loved me

You gave me wings and made me fly
You touched my hand I could touch the sky
I lost my faith, you gave it back to me
You said no star was out of reach
You stood by me and I stood tall
I had your love I had it all
I'm grateful for each day you gave me
Maybe I don't know that much
But I know this much is true
I was blessed because I was loved by you

You were my strength when I was weak
You were my voice when I couldn't speak
You were my eyes when I couldn't see
You saw the best there was in me
Lifted me up when I couldn't reach
You gave me faith cause you believed
I'm everything I am
Because you loved me

You were always there for me
The tender wind that carried me
A light in the dark shining your love into my life
You've been my inspiration
Through the lies you were the truth
My world is a better place because of you

You were my strength when I was weak
You were my voice when I couldn't speak
You were my eyes when I couldn't see
You saw the best there was in me
Lifted me up when I couldn't reach
You gave me faith cause you believed
I'm everything I am
Because you loved me

You were my strength when I was weak
You were my voice when I couldn't speak
You were my eyes when I couldn't see
You saw the best there was in me
Lifted me up when I couldn't reach
You gave me faith cause you believed
I'm everything I am
Because you loved me

I'm everything I am
Because you loved me

kdg2...

kdg2...sy mudah terasa...
kdg2...sy mudah marah...
kdg2...sy mudah menangis...
kdg2...sy mudah bertahan...
kdg2...sy mudah menipu ape yg sy kecewakn...
kdg2...sy mudah terseksa...
kdg2...sy mudah dipujuk...
kdg2...sy mudah sejuk...
kdg2...sy mudah bersedih...
kdg2...sy mudah tersentuh...


smua kdg2...tp selalunnye...semua pun berlaku serentak...camne tu??susah aa...
same gk cam 2day...
sy sgt2 sdih tp sdih tu tak dpt diluahkn...
snggup g sy ckp sy tak sdih smata2 nak bat org lain happy...
tp ape yg akan terjadi kt sy kalo sy trus camni...
kalo ckp plk nmpk mcm terlebih manja...sket2 nak mengadu...
tp...
inilah sy...lebih mudah pendam dr bersuara...
sedih, terluka, tertipu, terabai...semuanya bercampur baur...tp sy msti tabah...
ade sorg gigirl ni gto sy...kesabaran itu indah...
jd sy mcm dah berpegang ngan kata2 gigirl ni...thanks gigirl...
sy hrp...mmg de hkmah di sbalik smua ni...sy redha dgn ketentuan Illahi....
wallahua'lam...

hate n liars...

it seems to be fated dat i hate to be around all the liars...but then life is all about it...everywhere there are a lot of liars,fake,pretentious...and sumtimes we dun realize dat we are also in da "liars tribe"...admit it...nobody's perfect...or...nobody's completely perfect...melainkan rasulullah SAW...so, if u want to judge others, please...please...please...looks into the mirror and speak to yourself first...dun blame the others too much till u forget that he or she is also a normal homospahiens as u are...do i spell it rite???i really hate liars...and fake...but then...the worst attitude ever dat i've really hate n faced is...backstabber...there is sumtimes a gud reason enuff for to be a backstabber, but most of the time it is totally negative...who cares in nowadays world...nuthing is more valuable than self-satisfaction...

for the hate that i dun like the most, i'll try my best to avoid it...but then...life is life...have to face the others altough u like it or nope....hope i'll becoming more tough n gain full of strength in da future...insyaAllah...

FOR BETTER OR WORSE

Created by mysecretlife16

broken smile
starless sky
grab it all and
say goodbye
sticks and stones
may scar my skin
but words slice
through my soul within
cut my wrist,
black my eyes
you won't stay
let's tell some lies
tragedy unfolds tonight
bury me in memory
with blood on my
hands I give you my heart
for worse or for better
it's only a start
roses are red
violets are blue
sugar is sweet and so are you
but the roses are wilted
the violets are dead
now the sugar bowl is empty
and my arm is stained red

merenung zaman sailormoon...

ari ini sy mau tulis pasal zaman kanak2 sy...zmn kanak2 sy adalah sgt bahagia...ade sailormoon,flashman,maskman,jetman,tora ding dang,hehehe...time dlm klas td...kitorg borak2 psal zmn kanak2...sambil mendownload lagu sailormoon dr youtube...wakakaka...sgt super saya...hahaha

dulu2...
kul 4 ptg dah duk dpn tv...ngan adik2...sambil mkn keropok goreng@cekodok@ubi rebus cicah klape...hehehe...smata2 tunggu jetman, flashman, maskman , tomatoman, ultraman kids, wah...sumernya bess...knapa itu???

dulu2...
bila mamak roti dtg ngan motonya...berbekalkan plastik2 di kiri kanan motornya...bnda pertama yg bdk2 serbu, kropok aladin yg dpt free gift, kipas terbang, rantai plastik (dipakai lalu berjalan2)...ding dang...tora mahal sket...kek hiro belang2 merah putih...bebo...kropok yg de gambar doraemon...chewing gum yg leh ade gambar leh lekat kt tangan...hehehehe =p

dulu2...
bdk2 sgt meminati band boy...yime darjah 6 dah pndai nyanyi2 lagu bsb, nsync, five, ape lg...aa..n termasuk la...spice girl...n dulu2 ade kad nama yg backgroundnyer de gmbar artis...kalo dah bg satu pun...bg g kalo tempah gambar len...poyo jer...

dulu2...
berkumpul satu lorong dlm taman...utk ape....main toi...bahasa kedah...galah panjang,astu kalo prerempun pnyer musim...men batu selambut@batu seremban, n zero point..hahaha...ade g,tuju kasut, konda kondi....jengkek@teng2...sgt bahagia...tak pk pe dah pas balik ngaji quran....trus tukar baju men...hahaha...bila g dpt rasa kebahagiaan itu....

dulu2...
lawak la...hehehe...rugi tau bdk2 lahir lewat...tak dapat rase ape yg kitorg rase...skrg hanya da myspace,facebook,friendster etc....ape la....

kalo la dpt kembali pd masa tu... =)

dah lame baru jwb....sory teja

1. Do you think you're hot?
Not at all...wrong person...hahaha...

2. Upload a favourite picture of you.



3. Why you like that picture?
ntah...cam bajet ayu..hahaha =p

4. When was the last time you ate pizza?
pizza jitra, with my sister, B...sgt sdap....

5. The last song you listen to?
Dear God, Seven Avenged Fold

6. What are you doing now besides this?
watching SPAQ 2

7. What name do you prefer besides yours?
along n cyg...can it be 2???hehe =p

8. Tag 5 people.
1)Shayra
2)Amal
3)Mark
4)Nyza
5) ...

9. Who is number 1?
She is SHE...my bff...

10. Number 2 is having a relationship with who?
her bf..hahaha...ONE...so called his name...live at B.Antarabangsa...mix KL-KLTN...opss =p

11.Say something about number 5.
sape tu... ???

12. How about number 4.
she is my "daugta"...merangkap my neighbour...merangkap my lil c's jr...sgt nakal...

13. Who is number 3?
my memorable fren...mark@iela...sgt baik...n we share the same interest most of da time... =p