thank Allah i'm alive...

owh...super duper dunno what am I feeling rite now...maybe hurts,maybe tired,maybe sick,maybe happy,maybe too excited or maybe disappointed...trust me...nobody knows...but the most tremendous thing that i did last nite is sleeping non stop for 13 hours...and i just woke up dunno at wut time to change my sleep position (and those are told by my rumae...)wah...really...

papers had finished...and i didn't celebrate it at all...i just sleep...and sleep...kinda celebration to perhaps...and diz morning when i woke up...went to yana's room,serve with maggi n oat...but i had a stomach ache...maybe becoz a lot of sleep...do that link???hello...suke t i la ayat i...hehehe =p

n rite now i am still lying in my room, on my cosy pillow...typing this entry and i dunno what am i babbling...and for a real...i am too excited to return home diz 1st june...=)

three more to go...then packing

owhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh...sgt bahagia killer paper dah lepas....energetics in chem is really killin' me softly...hehhee...cam tajuk lagu la plak...and for diz past week,sgt berusaha study with my fwens...wah,dah cam pusat tuisyen dah mawar 003...and noe wut,sgt happy coz all da spot came out...wah wah wah....maybe berkat doa kpd Nya supaya dipermudahkan segala2nya...Alhamdulillah...

and ade 3 more papers g to go...chaiyo2 aireen...and to my best buddy ever,bdk2 math kat gaya,aimi,leelin,nora,chris, yan, ida, jojo, ah ling, mar, and mandak....gud luck....sgt2 merindui kalian...and kwn2 di sini pon slalu gk bercerita ttg kalian...

and menghitung hari to go home...wah...it was a paradise of the world actually,tolak mabul....hehhe....mabul 2nd place ok...umah dulu baru mabul...and dah terbayang char koey teow kat simpang jln berhampiran traffic light...owh,marvellous char koey teow (lu org tauke kdai must pay me royalti)...n trademark as...is nasi kandaq royal....and mee kari...and cendol pulut...n pulut durian...wahhhhhhhhhhhhh....

and i miss my bed,my tv,my sofa...wah...cam aku plak yg beli...n my family of course....hehehe...owh,dan ade satu bnda baru yg aku tak dpt rasmikan...haiwan berkaki bulat....hehe...kuat mkn and blaagak cam kaya...and my best fren ever...amal,ili,pdart,shayra,elah,nad,itik,eton...sgt2 rindu kalian....kalian membuatkan aku sentiasa nak balik sememnanjung....=p

emosi skrg sgt stabilll...cam nak melompat girang selepas lepaskan semuanya bbrp minggu lps...and the relationship also work so excellent...luv ya mr paul smith....hehe sempat g de nama die...k guys...pen of...do miss n luv u all...doakan kejayaan gue and i'll pray for u guys too...
daa~

why should diz happen to me during this critical moment???

hate to feel this way...
exam still left bout 2 days...
but i am thinking bout the things doesn't matter...
wake up aireen...
be strong inner...be strong...
it wouldn't hel if u just think the way u are thinking now...
be positive...
and pray for ur own happiness..and successful...
hope when i wake up tomorrow...
everything will flows according to the rite path...
-p.i.e.c.e-

mama...along syg sgt2 kt mama...

...mama mmg sgt sporting...

..mama yg super hebat men bowling...

i feel happy..
when i am with her...
and with her soft words...
she makes life clearer...
when i see her...
with eyes so worried...
i want to let her know i love her so...
such a warm smile that always leads to laughter...
like an ending that happy ever after...
how i hope to be like her when i'm older...
she is my MAMA and i love her so....

happy mother's day mama...may Allah bless u...smoga pjg umur, murah rezki...and along minta maaf sgt2 sbb tak jd anak yg baik....tp along akan cube yg tbaik utk bahagiakan mama satu hari nnti....insyaALLAH...

aireen = jemie ... i also dunno wut is happening inside me...

sort of unsatisfied wiz a lot of things made me burst....
sorry to michele...
sory to step...
sory to my rumate...
n sory to my luvly frens...yana...(sbb ko je yg brani tanye kn...?)
n niza too...
N plg sory to him....
dunno wut is pushing me till i act that way..but it was totally withour regret....
it is totally without embarace...
it is all can be desribe as anger...
maybe everyone is looking me as a fierce tiger or a crazy woman rite now...
but i dun care ok...
it's my life...and i am the one who responsible for it...
for those who knows nuthing...keep your mouth shut....
n rite now..
i felt a bit relief...eventhough it seems like not 100%...
trying to gain strength...
trying to strive for the things which are more important...
but from all those things...
"saya tetap sgt2 mencintai dia..."

not in dat kind of mood~!

sgt takde mood la...maybe dh dkt red dot kut...
and boleh2 plk dia wart2 tak phm..
n cr2 pasal..pastu dah la mmg tak pduli kalo org mrajuk..
baik takyah mrajuk..wart sakit ati..
so,by the end of laz nite..

navigator : call kat 6-7 kali ke tu...
nokia 6630 : AVA abg ade kt cyg?
navigator : ade,nape org cal tak angkt?g mane?org dah tunggu dpn mawar nak bg brg abg..
nokia 6630 : owh,takpe,esok je la...

lps bbrp ketika,lps bersiap2 nak tdo...

navigator : org dah nk tdo...nite..assalamualaikum...
nokia 6630 : ok..wslm
navigator terpaksa call...
navigator : owh, tket twu sandakan sgt mahal...abg g ngan poji je la...
nokia 6630 :ala,nek bas je...kn abg ckp tak confirm g...
navigator : owh...ok
nokia 6630 : kite g smpai checkpoint,nnti pakcik abg dtg amik..
navigator:org g gk???
nokia 6630: kn abg dah ckp...(ini caranya dia memujuk...rsnye)
navigator:ok,ape2 la...
nokia 6630 : org tdo lu...
navigator : esok cyg ok la tu....
nokia 6630: aa????
navigator:takder pe2..
nokia 6630 : tido la ek..
navigator : assalamualaikum
nokia : wsl..ehm...(cam nak batuk)

tdo....zZzZ...