ya Allah

ya Allah...

aku mohon kuatkan hati aku...

aku sangat lemah di saat ini...

aku mohon Engkau kuatkan hati insan yang kucinta...

sesungguhnya Engkau Maha Pengasih lagi Maha Penyayang..

Ya Allah..

sesungguhnya Engkau Maha Mengetahui kesukaran hamba-hambaMu..

aku mohon permudahkan segalanya....

tak kuat...sabar abg...sabar.. T_T

mendengar seterusnya merasa...

hye there...it's been four months since I expressed here...phew~!safely arrived at lcct at 12.25(pacik kapten tu la ckp td time dlm kapal terbang...tatau la btui ke dak...sbb time tu aku dok gosok2 mata g...hehehe...owhoooo hoiiii...dah abeh 7sem menjadi penuntut di IPG kampus tawau...dari sebutannya maktab perguruan tawau ----> institut perguruan tawau ----> institut pendidikan guru kampus tawau dan akhirnya....ipg kampus tawau...next sem will be my final year...

just lepaking dgn my buddies, my darlin'(ehehe) and his newly friend...seorang ex-kpli and ditugaskan di P1 lahad datu ok..dia ckp skool dia da lbey krg 80 org murid, cikgu ada 9org...(jerr) huhu =( ok...mendengar...mendengar...dan mendengar.....grubble 50km...so, everyweek dia akan balik LD (stands for lahad datu)...utk ape??utk cuci pakaian..sbb kat skool dia tue pakai air ujan..jd nanti sabun tak hilang..melekat...and dia ckp lg,kitorg dengar lagi....sana pakai tenaga solar...leh trima la...laju tue...(3X10 kuasa 8)hehehe...so, jwbye takde la pakai LCD,lapto segala bala kn...dah jd mudah....

ok....here come the challenge...ade bunyi org petik suis,w'pun pd hakikatnye takde org...ade org main air w'pun takde org...dan ade org tanye, "dah masak ke?"...dan sekali lg walaupun takde org...and kami dah tgk video ke"gruble"an 1km itu...adakah itu P1...jd org yg dpt posting P3??camne la plak...agaknye buaya jd mainan kut....rimau jd peneman...aduss....need to work on my mental now...kalo tak leh retarded aku....tak pasal2 jd cikgus pecial needs...sape ckp keje cikgu tak chalengging??lu try la dulu....

antara mendengar dan merasa....
aku mntk2 la aku kuat utk terima ape je ketentuanNya menjelang 2011...

someone is being hurts...

1.what pain really is, until you have lost it.

2. While being in love there are two requirements:
heart breaking and healing. Healing takes time.

3. I still run, I still swing open the door,
I still think, you'll be there like before.
Doesn't everybody out there
know to never come around?
Some things a heart won't listen to,
I'm still holding out for you.

4. He touched my heart with
a thousand pleasures and
broke it into million pieces.

5. To live life without you is to live life without love.

6. One of the hardest things you'll ever have to do is stop loving someone because they've stopped loving you.

7. Life is prison when you're in love alone.

8. The greatest distance on earth is not north and south, it is when I am right in front of you
and you do not know that I love you.

- cited : http://www.lovedquotes.com/lovehurtsquotes.htm -

miss them so much...

Alhamdulillah...both my parents dah slamat menunaikan ibadah haji tahun ni...the most memorable speech b4 they went there is. "Along,nanti jg adik2 ek"...tatkala tu, i was just finished sitting for my final paper...mmg sebak sgt..maklumlah,tak pnah g ditinggalkan parents eventhough duduk jauh dari family, but then everytime I arrived mama will cook special menu for me...and everytime b4 i went back to tawau, papa will book a reservation to the place that I love so much...dlm tak sedar dah dkat masa they will come back...ada lg seminggu...harap2 mereka merupakan tetamu Allah yg dikurniakan haji mabrur...Amiiinnn...

...Mama yg ku sayang...

...Mama lps tawaf wada pg tadi..

...Papa b4 menunaikan rukun haji...

...Papa dpn masjidil Haram...

salam lebaran...

assalamualaikum kpd semua muslimin dan muslimat walau di mana jua anda berada...
tak sangka plak 1 syawal ni membuka pintu hati wanita ini untuk mengucapkan salam lebaran melalui blog ini...hehehe =) mmg raya tu indah...walaupun thn ni tak meriah sgt, tp kemanisan beraya bersama family tu satu yg sangat2 berharga...kalau korg tak caya,cuba la korg merantau sekali je time raya...takyah beraya ngan family...baru korg tau apa erti raya sebenarnya...

aireen aneza binti abu bakar dan keluarga...termasuk uncle burn, auntie sue, anis azera, ahmad hakimi dan juga azie haleeda ingin ucapkan selamat ari raya...maaf zahir dan batin...=) semoga raya thn ni bawa seribu satu erti dlm hidup kalian....

ucapan terima kasih...

Alhamdulillah...walaupun pada asalnya aku tulis entry ni aku tak tau nak tulis tajuk ape...tp ader byk benda yg aku nak express today...i feel a little bit relief sbb Allah masih dengar doa aku...but then, nobody knows what will happen in the future...

ader benda yg kita leh crita kat semua org tp tak semua org akan faham aper yg kita lalui...to tell u the truth, aku mmg suka bercerita pd org2 tertentu, dan org2 trtentu ni dah tau camner cara nak tenteramkan hati aku...and aku sgt2 happy bila org2 ni setia dngar luahan hati aku...

back to two years ago, aku bkn mcm skrg...aku sorg yg sgt hyper...and mudah ketawa tak kira tempat dan masa...dan aku akui skrg aku lebih serius, tp kebaikannya aku lebih matured...terpulang pada mata hati org..aku tak pduli kalo org rase aku tak matured...sbb aku je yg knal sape diri aku sbenarnye...=) yg paling penting adalah masa depan, no turning back...ape yg berlaku hari ini adalah lebih baik dari hari kelmarin dan ape yg bakal berlaku pd hari esok didoakan lebih baik dari hari ini...

actually, today i am really happy and grateful to Allah as I still can be by his side...the harder you strive, the happier u'll live...aku byk blajar ttg erti kesabaran, ketenangan, kesedihan, kekecewaan, kebenaran, kemarahan dan paling penting kekuatan diri...dan aku sgt2 berterima kasih kerana masih diberikan ruang untuk merasa kebahagiaan...=)

arini, aku spend the whole day dgn dia and the things that we do :

11:00 a.m - servis printer, technician tu ckp there is a problem regarding the scanner...

12:00 p.m - Dia antar aku n kak na g skolah, kami submit kertas ujian kat g.pmbimbing, ltak je
atas meja

13:00p.m - rest kt bilik, lepak2...

15:00 p.m - g car wash kat area balung, dikepit kuku oleh dia

17:00p.m - g cari port nak bukak puasa...last2 we all g tomyam utama...

thanks to him...

hoping 4 strengths...

Sometimes Allah breaks our spirit to save our soul...
Sometimes Allah breaks our heart to make us whole...
Sometimes Allah allows pain so we can be stronger...
Sometimes Allah sends us failure so we can be humble...
Sometimes Allah allows illness so we can take care of ourselves...
Sometimes Allah takes everything away from us so we can learn the value of everything that he gave us...

T_T

nak bergosip jap...

tak jadi...ramadhan dah dkt....huhu...jangan marah...rest in peace...

actually,tgh takde mood..

this is a set induction of a lesson...

owh, today i had been observed by my teacher advisor...and the thing that i wanna tell u is, there was no electricity suddenly...i go for plan B where i used flash cards and raw material such as basketball, hockey ball and ping pong ball to explain about the relative mass between the Sun, the Earth and the Moon...and the best part is...the pupils were very excited when they were given the sweets and the lyrics card...this song is written by aireen aneza bitni abu bakar okay....

Theme : Investigating the Earth and the Universe
Year : Four
Duration : 1 hour
Title : How Big and How Far

using the tune " it's a small world after all"

happy singing..... =)

life is getting tougher, days are getting warmer...

counting the days...
and life are getting tougher while you're pushing too hard to count the days...
since yesterday, past few days, last week, last month, last year...etc...
still counting the days...
and at the last...
you'll just can see the beginning...
from the day you are being the most happiest person in this warmth world...
and after u counting the days, ...
you''ll realize you're the most unhappy person in the world...
should I go on with counting the days...and let the days getting warmer???