today's enemy...superlicious

Assalamualaikum w.b.t...wink 2x...owhoo...cam dah lame tak update..sbb internet yg sgt siput kat ip tawau plus 2sem yg sangat sangat sangat sangat superb bz sbelum tamat pengajian...i mean it ok...erm...of course...dah tamat 5 1/2 crack years...it's been really tough but yeaaaaaaaaaaaa...i made it yo~!!and utk meraikannye...aku memanjakan diriku enjoy dlu b4 posting...so,mcm menjadi satu kemestian plak bercerita ttg musuhku ni bla balek umah...sape???hahaha...jgn salah sangka...musuh yg membawa kebahagiaan...check it out~!

b4 meeting the enemies

teman berjumpa musuh

lokasi berjumpa musuh

bekal untuk berperang dgn musuh...walaupun berperang mulut...cari pasal ngan aku ek musuh...

masa yg ditunggu2...haaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa...musuh2 aku dah sampai...AWAS~!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Musuh #1 Royal Masala personal pan

Musuh #2 cheese meatball masala

musuh #3 chocolate volcano..........mmg berlava...meletop!!!~

musuh #4 fetuccine carbonara

musuh #5 garlic bread...

and tapau 6 biji doughnuts g...waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa...superlicious~!

walaupun korg musuh terhebat....aku suke ngan korg....marilah kte berkwan baek...huhu..abaikan segala diet2 tu wart seketika...hehehe

muke kepuasan selepas berbattle dgn musuh...perut..maafkan saye...hehehe..kena sopan kalo dah wart salah... (^_*)

sepi...

sunyi...

rindu...

sepi...

satu...

hanya hati yg berbisik yg mendengar...

too many thigs, too many feels...

1. eiii...di saat ini...aku geram sgt bg pihak mr paul smith yg sgt serabut tak terungkap sbb tiket kl-kb utk raya ni sgt mahal...baik airasia...mas@firefly...all these killing his money softly..and i am the one who is always serabut for him...nape kb??nape bkn balikpapan,solo atau tmpt2 yg tgh offer tu...la...senang jer...jwpnnye mana da org dari kl nak g beraya sana sorg2...kan??sort~!

2. serabutnya....dah masuk 5th week practicum but then every week kena observe, no rest at all...ape tu...owh,maybe dugaan coz Allah takkan menguji hambaNya sekiranya hambaNya tak mampu tanganinya...and every week i am working on my teaching aids...gila la weeiii....sik da suda duit kamek nnti ni...takpa...rezki should be everywhere....

3. missing home lately...sgt2 bersyukur sbb aku ade family yg agak bahagia...yg aku ley bergurau ngan papa, mama, adik2...tp gado tu mmg lumrah kn???air dicincang tidak akan putus...so, tak ksah la kalo gado sekali-sekala...kalo berkali-berkala pon tak ksah la....haih...it will strengthen the bond when u recall back to each of ur family members...home is the world's heaven...

4. I am thinking on the next lesson plan, pe lg aku nak wart...dah kering kontang kotak idea aku smpai aku dah tak mmpu nak wart pe2...aku just mampu bgn kul3-4pg...wart2 keje...and time tu menaip ape yg aku rase patut...and berharap behavioral objective tercapai...dan kdg2 idea2 bernas dtg pon time tu gk...masalahnya,kdg2 ku terlampau berpk camna nak implement in the classroom, kalo bdk2 tu tak paham...camna kalo dorg tak dapat jwb exam...camni rupanya perasaan bila dah jd cegu ek....

5. sgt2 marah dgn lelaki tak bertanggungjawab....yg hanya tau menyakitkan ati perempuan,dan hanya tau menyusahkan dan hanya tau berkata2 manis...gerammmmmmmmmmm...hate that type of guy...owh,luckily,mr paul smith is under a very pleasant condition right now....aku berdoa smoga he will be pleasant smpai bila2...and he is just himself rite now...

6. rindu plak kt kwn2 kat asrama...lepak sama2, bergila sama2 mengumpat pun sama2 gak divide our sins...wakakakaka...boleh ka camtu...ape ni pnye prasaan...dtg sekaligus semua bnda dalam kpala otak aku yg tak brapa nak btul di kala2 dah nak terbenam matahari ni...and now i should get up from this bed, and do something that really benefit myself...and aku sgt2 BLUR....

kwn2...aireen aneza perlukan kaunselor ke??or maybe hanya perlukan org utk dngar dia berckp...thanks aa kamu...yg sdang mendengar...

lelaki lembut...yg baik dan tak baik...

owhoo...diz topic is quite cool...for those yg anggap diz topic is unnecessary,i am asking for earlier apologize...

sbenarnye....skrg aireenaneza is watching wanita hari ini...and dorg sdg kupaskan isu ttg lelaki lembut ni...hehehe...cam best jer...and jemputannya ialah seorang ustaz,iqram dinzly and fizo....owhoo(sumernye dude from the Matahari,aite??)

lelaki lembut...erm...antara yg semulajadi and membuatkan dirinya menjadi lembut...salahkah mereka ni jadi lelaki lembut..as in my opinion,bkn salah dorg 100%...yg mmg dilahirkan sedemikian rupa,totally tak boleh dipersalahkan..sbb menurut iqram dinzly,setiap manusia baik lelaki@perempuan ade 3% of the other sex pnye hormon...means that lelaki ade 3% feminin and women plak ade 3% maskulin...but then yg dilahirkan mmg dgn terlebih hormon,mesti ade hikmah...huhuhu...syukur la dorg tak cacat...do imagine if u were in their place...

and bg mereka yg dilahirkan tak semulajadi lembut,mcm pathethic la tgk dorg melembutkan diri,but then satu bnda dat make me impress,they build a strong integrity in themselves...(jgn marah ek sape2 yg terasa m'bace blog ini) diz is juz an opinion....and one more thing,do they gain smth besides satisfaction by transforming themselves from one sex to another....guys,u are perfect enuff to live as a guy okay...do appreciate it....

owh...and dlm byk2 pendapat, i will go for the peer also play an important role not to be the catalyst...please...kalo dorg dah lembut,jgn la korg nak persenda@hina@galakkan lagi...they will become worst if u do so...so,as a good frens,do respect but dun show as u are supporting their changes.....ape2 pun lelaki lembut pun ade perasaan okay....jgn wart dorg cam bukan manusia....sometimes,they are more sensitive than the normal people...and they might be rebellious if u treat them bad...tp kalo dorg tak jalankan kewajipan sebagai seorang muslims ejati...tlglah bimbing dorg...they are so easy to listen to you...=)

7 things i like...

when return to kedah...it seems like everything would make me happy excet for one thing...++kg...and the list of the things i like the most....(not accordingly okay...)

1. lepak dpn tv sambil memegang remote tv dan ade byk rancangan yg taktau bile nak abes siaran....aa...sangat bahagia baring2 atas sofa sambil menonton tv...

2. bile lapar giler2...start engine astu bwk kimi(c kuat kn) n baby(peneman abadi) and kalo2 anis nak ikut....g mkn nasi kandaq royale...hahaha...sgt sdapppppppp....mane la tak ++kg

3. internet yg laju...super duper...sbb streamyx mmg superb..and takyah bayar bil....pama yg bayar...tu sbb lg bahagia...

4. ble tido...takyah pk nk siapkan assignment...astu sgt bahagia...ader comforter,de byk bantal except for chipmunk...and takder halangan nak tido kul brp n bgn kul brp...(janji solat ler...)

5. mandi takyah pk sabun,tootpaste,syampoo baes...sbb ble balik tawau...sumer gune duit sniri...kat umah...sumer FOC...wakakaka(and i am a super duper extreme user of my toiletries...) kwn2 gue je yg tau...

6. air panas mmg tersedia..nak wart air pe...sumer de...kalo kat tawau kena bajet plak bln ni neskepe,bln dpn melo,lagi satu teh tarik...hehehe...n kalo rase nak masak...takyah pk kena serang ngan warden(eiii,cm skool).,..gasakla ko nak masak pe...yg pnting...kemas no~

7. last but not least...bersama family tersayang...

eh....nak tambah satu g bley...kereta takyah sewa...minyak mmg slalu penuh...huhu...myve se superb cool....tp credit for abg ardi sbb kerana lu gue dpt g klas piano and ilangkan tension n bosan di bandar tawau...hehehehe

to all frens out there...appreciate la pe yg u all ader rite now...coz it wouldn't be so heaven for a long time...=)

thank Allah i'm alive...

owh...super duper dunno what am I feeling rite now...maybe hurts,maybe tired,maybe sick,maybe happy,maybe too excited or maybe disappointed...trust me...nobody knows...but the most tremendous thing that i did last nite is sleeping non stop for 13 hours...and i just woke up dunno at wut time to change my sleep position (and those are told by my rumae...)wah...really...

papers had finished...and i didn't celebrate it at all...i just sleep...and sleep...kinda celebration to perhaps...and diz morning when i woke up...went to yana's room,serve with maggi n oat...but i had a stomach ache...maybe becoz a lot of sleep...do that link???hello...suke t i la ayat i...hehehe =p

n rite now i am still lying in my room, on my cosy pillow...typing this entry and i dunno what am i babbling...and for a real...i am too excited to return home diz 1st june...=)

mama...along syg sgt2 kt mama...

...mama mmg sgt sporting...

..mama yg super hebat men bowling...

i feel happy..
when i am with her...
and with her soft words...
she makes life clearer...
when i see her...
with eyes so worried...
i want to let her know i love her so...
such a warm smile that always leads to laughter...
like an ending that happy ever after...
how i hope to be like her when i'm older...
she is my MAMA and i love her so....

happy mother's day mama...may Allah bless u...smoga pjg umur, murah rezki...and along minta maaf sgt2 sbb tak jd anak yg baik....tp along akan cube yg tbaik utk bahagiakan mama satu hari nnti....insyaALLAH...

ape yg aku rase skrg???

00:06 doing assignment...printing KBSR syllabus science year 4...sgt tension coz i've waste bout 30 A4 paper as i had printed wrongly...ngeng..aku tgh berjimat neh...tlg aa simpati encik printer...

22:30 doing my PCK (pedagogical content knowledge)...assignment yg membawa assessment marks yg sgt tinggi dlm menentukan pointer for certain subjects...(major). there are all 5 PCK...actually, all of us dah wart...tinggal taip blk...aiyak...wart keje twice..

21:00 chat with diz one of my buddy yg kuanggap sperti adik suda...dia da masalah...so tend to give my shoulder for her to cry on...eventhough dia tak sempat nanges, but then dah nmpak cam nangeh...and gelaran baru yg diberi kpdnya mata air...boley???keep on praying gurl...

19:30 sgt lama tak berjumpa dengaNya di sini...terasa cam syahdu sgt bila dngar zikir arini....astaghfirullah...sesungguhnya aku tak layak ke syurgaMu, namun aku tak sanggup ke nerakaMu...

19:00 Berlari2 anak menuju ke bilik sahabat...semata2 nak tgk sambungan matahari...teruk tul...dengan batalakung g tu...masyaAllah...

17:30 Makan malam dgn ... sgt bahagia bila tgk dia tersenyum...simpan sendiri...tak boleh gto...walaupun baru lepas dititiskan airmata olehnya...namun sgt mudah memaafkan

16:00 sejak balik dari praktikum...peru ni slalu manja...minta diisi je slalu...minum milo je dulu ek perut sayang....nnti kita g mkn k...

13:30 nap...zZzZz...wajib...!!!

pagi2 nape sgt tak dapat berfikir...kuliah...laptop,pethimpunan pagi...sgt rutin~!

all of sudden...

sgt menegejutkan...tp blasah je...mmg dah bajet kna observe...tp tak bajet la dlm sehari 5 period kna observe...wah...sgt penat...dan penat dan pelu...dan panas...and the student ade yg wart hal...adui...especially de sorg boy ni...safizul sukrie sylvester....maha nakal...n boleh wart aku benkek...tp nasib de ksabaran g dlm diri ku...dah la taknak wart keje...takak wart aktvt...kaco org...astu minta puji...haih tp...dia tak boleh dipersalahkan..mmg kdg2 de budak gitu...n...my teacher advisor also sgt baikkkkkkkkkkkkkkk...sgt...sgt...mmg patut diberi pujian...dia g tlg pasang lcd...dia yg tlg...wah....amazing aku...and dia tak byk ckp walaupun berilmu....

after recess...break 2 period...tb2 de org dtg kat bilik guru...teacher aireen,tak masuk klas...wah...tak sempat g prepare...sabaq sart ceq...adui na....nasib la mdm madiah dtg kul 10.45 camtu...and she said she called me but i didn't pick up...yer la...td de klas mdm...tp mdm cam ok...sgt bergaya cam biasa....tudung biru laut...sgt suka akan fesyen pakaiannya....heheehe....

mdm masuk wiz me...n the lcd wart halllll....15 minutes dok ghoses mnatang tu...wah...nape de kekejaman di saat2 begini...then, i take decision...takyah aa pakai lcd...juz guna laptop n speaker....bdk2 tu sgt happy...sgt2...sgt2...sgt....n penatku terbayar tgk dorg tersenyum...
nsangkaanku tidak benar sama sekali...rupe2nye...bdk2 klas 4B sgt baik....n gave me full co-operation...sbb dah disogok..hahaha...tp ok la....classroom management bah itu....

n my marks....between 2-4...alhamdulillah....quite satisfied....chaiyo2 aireen...azab seterusnye....next week.... =)

sgt bz...tq yana...=)

sory...i am totally bz diz week...starting moment of practicum...so,cam tak brp dpt nak update melainkn bebetul free...tp2 mlm tdo sejam dua je...so...lu pk la sniri....

*yana,thanks for the bloggin'...sgt menarik.....thanks....

baby...

sorry, quite bz lately...byk yg mau dipikirin...hehehe...saat ni,i am totally miss my luvly cousins, najmi and najhan...sbb pe??sbb tgk gmbar mr paul smith time kecik2...sgt cute la bdk2...why???sbb diorang blum ader dosa...masih suci...camtu gak najmi n nazhan...sgt bijak, hyperaktif,keletah dorg sgt menghiburkan...abg byk ckp...pandai lg tu...kalo time kitorg one family jumpe diorg,mesti ade jer modal c abg n c adik...adik plak pendiam,tp sgt cpt bertindak...eee...dah lame tak jumpe diorg...najmi dah darjah satu pun...eh,darjah 2...nazhan...muda 3thn...

...ni najmi,blur tul...


...ni nazhan,sgt pendiam tp diam2 ubi berisi...

mesti dorg dah tak berapa knal cousin dorg ni...yg dulunyer dorg panggil kak long eghin...hahaha...sbb dorg tak reti sebut r...erin = eghin... so sweet...i really luv kids..sbb dorg jer yg leh wart sy senyum time sy sdih...sbb dorg sgt suci...n kalo time sy tgh sedih mesti sy tgk gambar baby...termasukla mr paul smith time baby on my dashboard...so cute...sgt suci....

...mr paul smith time comel2....

n kalo berckp pasal baby mesti la teringat my lil c's time dia kcik2...sgt comel...n smpai skrg still panggil baby...ahakZzZ...melekat...time baby kcik2...sgt putih dan sgt manja...tp senang dijaga...sbb dia slalu kena tinggal...pnah skali time ada lawatan PERKEP (persatuan keluarga polis), mama tinggalkan baby ngan kaka dia(arwah m.lang)...kitorg ksian sgt kat dia..almaklumlah....br dpt adik baru...time tu cam dia baru brp bulan...sgt comel...sgt kesian ditinggalkan...hehehe...n kitorg 3 beradik siap wart jadual g,sape wart susu,saper buang pampers..saper masak air utk mandikan baby...sumer berebut..sbb baby sgt cute...hehehe...rindu sgt kat baby yg kcik2..skrg dah 14thn pun...haih...sbb tu la sy sgt suker bayi...sbb sy anak sulung, n sy ader 3 org jer adik...n sy jelez tgk kwn2 sy yg dah ader anak buah...sbb sy lambat g...takpe...sabar...hehehe =)

heran kn naper ader manusia snggup buang bayi...dorg tak kesian ker tgk baby tu cumil g...mulut kecik,tgn kecik,idung kecik,mata pun tak berapa nak boleh bukak...eiii....sian tul...nape la kejam tul manusia zaman skrg...nauzubillahi min zaliq...kalo nak buang tu pkl la dlu time korg kecik2...sumer org syg korg..tau tak baby tu sgt tak berdaya utk idup sendiri...dia pndai nangis jer...sian la...haih....emosi sket bab2 baby ni...to all u guys out there...let us pray to Allah so that all the babies in the world will live piecefully n being loved by their parents...Amiinnnn.... =)

ape itu future???

since 4th july 2005,dah brp lame i stayed at diz perfect statue (antonym of it)...n everything flows as i doesn't predict at all..i repeat...at all...future...diz is the main reason why i was here...hello~! it is so near to 4 years duration only i think bout future???aduh...sgt memenatkan utk menghabiskan lagi 3semester...how come i could managed all the 8 semester???sgt kagum dgn diri sendiri...walaupun pelbagai dugaan yg dialami,itu smua adalah pass for facing the future...do you guys agree???

sgt penat...idup kat cni la plg pnat...everything adalah ad-hock smpai tetiba short of water also become routine...do i make myself clear...routine ok takde air one week,jgn nak membebel...lumrah khidupan di maktab perguruan tawau itu,merangkap institut perguruan tawau dan kini institut pendidikan guru kampus tawau...it is the same statue...hello!~ come on la...wake up...it's all bout future...sgt perlu berusaha ke titisan tinta yg terakhir...mesti tabah slalu...

kdg2, when i am totally alone, the things dat always being reflect by my mind is "so...i've pass diz far,so...what is the meaning of diz few left???" sgt perlu berusaha...do you guys get it???if nope,nvm...it is juz happening on my own....sgt perlu tabah...kekadang,future make me stronger...di mana ada kesabaran,di situ ada keindahan...di mana ada kemahuan, di situ ada jalan...di mana ada kehendak, di situ anda bertindak...

pen off...sgt perlu tabah.sgt perlu berusaha....