too many thigs, too many feels...

1. eiii...di saat ini...aku geram sgt bg pihak mr paul smith yg sgt serabut tak terungkap sbb tiket kl-kb utk raya ni sgt mahal...baik airasia...mas@firefly...all these killing his money softly..and i am the one who is always serabut for him...nape kb??nape bkn balikpapan,solo atau tmpt2 yg tgh offer tu...la...senang jer...jwpnnye mana da org dari kl nak g beraya sana sorg2...kan??sort~!

2. serabutnya....dah masuk 5th week practicum but then every week kena observe, no rest at all...ape tu...owh,maybe dugaan coz Allah takkan menguji hambaNya sekiranya hambaNya tak mampu tanganinya...and every week i am working on my teaching aids...gila la weeiii....sik da suda duit kamek nnti ni...takpa...rezki should be everywhere....

3. missing home lately...sgt2 bersyukur sbb aku ade family yg agak bahagia...yg aku ley bergurau ngan papa, mama, adik2...tp gado tu mmg lumrah kn???air dicincang tidak akan putus...so, tak ksah la kalo gado sekali-sekala...kalo berkali-berkala pon tak ksah la....haih...it will strengthen the bond when u recall back to each of ur family members...home is the world's heaven...

4. I am thinking on the next lesson plan, pe lg aku nak wart...dah kering kontang kotak idea aku smpai aku dah tak mmpu nak wart pe2...aku just mampu bgn kul3-4pg...wart2 keje...and time tu menaip ape yg aku rase patut...and berharap behavioral objective tercapai...dan kdg2 idea2 bernas dtg pon time tu gk...masalahnya,kdg2 ku terlampau berpk camna nak implement in the classroom, kalo bdk2 tu tak paham...camna kalo dorg tak dapat jwb exam...camni rupanya perasaan bila dah jd cegu ek....

5. sgt2 marah dgn lelaki tak bertanggungjawab....yg hanya tau menyakitkan ati perempuan,dan hanya tau menyusahkan dan hanya tau berkata2 manis...gerammmmmmmmmmm...hate that type of guy...owh,luckily,mr paul smith is under a very pleasant condition right now....aku berdoa smoga he will be pleasant smpai bila2...and he is just himself rite now...

6. rindu plak kt kwn2 kat asrama...lepak sama2, bergila sama2 mengumpat pun sama2 gak divide our sins...wakakakaka...boleh ka camtu...ape ni pnye prasaan...dtg sekaligus semua bnda dalam kpala otak aku yg tak brapa nak btul di kala2 dah nak terbenam matahari ni...and now i should get up from this bed, and do something that really benefit myself...and aku sgt2 BLUR....

kwn2...aireen aneza perlukan kaunselor ke??or maybe hanya perlukan org utk dngar dia berckp...thanks aa kamu...yg sdang mendengar...

life is getting tougher, days are getting warmer...

counting the days...
and life are getting tougher while you're pushing too hard to count the days...
since yesterday, past few days, last week, last month, last year...etc...
still counting the days...
and at the last...
you'll just can see the beginning...
from the day you are being the most happiest person in this warmth world...
and after u counting the days, ...
you''ll realize you're the most unhappy person in the world...
should I go on with counting the days...and let the days getting warmer???

third week...

owh...the days are getting calm..makin ari makin dah leh adapt ngan suasana sk taman tawau yg stp ari ade kekecohannye yg ribut bangat sih...aduss....cam ape yg berlaku...and kalo korg g sk tmn tawau nmpak ramai bdk2,guru2,tkg kebun,tukang sapu dan juga nurse klinik pergigian yg sentiasa memakai mask...yerp...telah disahkan seorang pelajar tahun 1 kreatif,yg kakanya ada di smk tawau II,dalam satu kawasan jgk ngan sk taman tawau...dua2nya dah positif H1N1...owh...kes ke 11 di tawau...and kalau g bilik guru skool kami,sumernya berharap utk skool ditutup but then our headmistress won't apply for it from the health department selagi takder org lain yg berjangkit(diz is my expectation)...

and sejak kebelakangan ni,kelam kabut skool itu,pertamanya last week sbb ader seorang ustaz yg special..yg juga guru pelatih jqaf IP tawau,ustaz rosli...sbb pe dia special...erm.maybe org yg knal dia tau...starting from the moment he was introduced in the staff room...keluarla ayat2 begini...
"hello,gud morning...sejak2 ppsmi dimansuhkan ni,makin pandai plak aku speaking bah..."... ini la plg lucu...tp mcm aku simpati nape perlu dipertikaikan keistimewaan ustaz itu...let it be...sumer org ade cara tersendiri utk express kepelikan diorang aite???

and this week,dah minggu ke-3 aku di sini,and aku pnya rph dah byk...let say 1 week = 4...
so 3weeks should be 12...but then cam bertuah coz de kwn2 seperjuangan yg kna wart byk g rph...and akud ah leh hafal nama bdk2 klas 4 cekap...4 amanah lum g...coz 1week = 1time i enter their class..sorry ek murid2 ku...and antara bdk2 yg mencuri perhatian aku...haziq,zul,hani,nadia....erm...and ade nama2 classmate dan pensyarah di kelas aku..tu la snang ingat...cthnya..nadiah mohammad, liyana, sri yana, zaidi dan ismail husin...nape sumer org name sama??tak pnah pun aku dnagr org aireen aneza setempat aku belajar,mengaji,atau mengajar...sesekali kurasa teringin...ewah2...nyanyi plk...

and aku dngar ip takde air...owh,sian new students...but u guys need to face the challenge...itu plg utama...and akan jd rutin...and my junior yg senior kpd junior baru dah mula rasa pe yg aku rasa...hope they succeed...insyaAllah...

and the most important thing...i miss him...lately,sgt bz,krg communication...but always pray for his happiness and successful...

byknye perkara berlaku...

starting from I menjejakkan kaki I ke bandar Tawau ni byk sungguh perkara yg berlaku...byk tak ksah masalh parah tu yg I ksah...sesampai je I kat Tawau,buat kali ke brpnye I tak brp pasti,but then ade penyambut tetamu yg bkn menyambut kitorg but then to welcome the new students..bebudak KPLI Jun intake,kitorang pun tumpang ler dua kaki satu badan atas bas tersebut...satu minggu,tiring but enjoy giler...oh...ape yg tiring..???sbb g klas takde klas...jadual kosong tp kena g klas,ape kes???sila jwb...hahahaha

ape yg best...klas kami mostly start 11 a.m...itu yg best!!!ade 3 paper je diz sem...and no, dh dlm practicum week..owh SK tmn tawau...2 months i'll b wiz u...first day report on duty, b4 assembly dah dpt timetable...gila advance cegu dia...bagus bagus dan bagus...then kena berucap plok dlm assembly...the next day, i've started my class..oh,since sk tmn tawau ada 7 klas for each year,so...thee are a lot of replacement class smasa jadual kami free...

wei,ngantuk gler....takpe i'll keep u guys updated since i am very sleepy...thanks...